After school academic program starts today, whereby all secondary three express students will have to make a compromise by coming to school when the holidays have already started. I've got to say that time really flies. It felt like yesterday since I just began my secondary 3 life.

Well anyway, here are some pictures I think months back to entertain -.- Like totally shit, I am always posting out dated pictures. Ahya at least better than nothing right!



Physical education lesson, I deliberately "forgot" to bring my pe clothes, joining the "sick" group. Reason being I didn't like to play baseball. The game sucks totally. Making things worst, the game has been repeating itself for almost 10 weeks! This is ridiculously mad.



Tingyee in the game while diverting her attention to the photographer.



The "sick" students. Its Joe, Yingjun and me respectively. Apparently only Yingjun is the one with medical certificate to prove she's unfit for P.E. Remaining two of us were plain lazy.



P.E teacher for term 3 - Mr Chia, a new teacher posted to our school for further training. It was his last lesson with us, hence the card. It has all our dedications and a short paragraph.



Yeap, there you see it.



Yingjun, Agnes and Jieyi. Both girls on the right took a break and came snapping some shots with us. Ahya, Mr Chia doesn't really care who slacks and whose in the game. Thats the thing I like about young teachers! They're easy-going :D



Sorry, Im perfectly straight.









Mr Chia giving instructions on the next game plan. Ehh, have you readers ever came across a P.E teacher who uses a whiteboard to teach?! Thats new to me.



Class photo, a farewell for Mr Chia.



Headed back to class. Jieyi and Klarissa respectively. Last period was Civics Moral Education, pretty much of a slack lesson. Had to write our dreams onto a small star. (See the girl on the left holding the stars)



Trying to be photogenic! Ehhh but come out the picture is not clear.



Okay this sums up everything I've got to type in this post. I can't wait for the holidays to officially start. Its 2 weeks from now,till I'll be totally free from school. Now wait, don't forget there's still CCA. Fingers crossed my CCA doesn't have any trainings!

Bye!

Freaking gosh, it's Malaysia, Genting Highlands & Hong Kong for the holidays! I am so way looking forward to it! Supposedly it was Korea, but dad couldn't go on leave for so long, bummer ): But still satisfied.

This year's results is -.-, seriously. Never failed so many subjects in my entire secondary life. Well, I've got reasons - emotional problems to cope. Hmm, guess its just reasons Im using to cover my mistake for not performing as expected. Because of this altercation which happened for the first time ever, I wasn't able to adjust properly to the right mood when I should - studying. Hence, the failure when the examination scripts were returned.

But what's done cannot be undone. Just have to work hard for next year. Yeah, definitely play hard for this school holidays, then full throttle (If I can) next year.

" Letting go doesn't mean giving up, but rather accepting that there are things that cannot be. "

Its farewell part I (in school) for zhoubo, girl in the middle with tears in her eyes. Might not be obvious here, but definitely is to us. She left for the States, or somewhere else which I can hardly recall. It was hard to see a close friend leave, but I guess its still part and parcel of life which everyone has to go through. Thats an ugly truth.



Went to her class during recess time, and spent time with her while she revealed the hard truth to everyone. It kind of melted me inside, but I didn't tear. Most of us took it quite hardly, and broke down.



It was our last moments together, so pictures were taken. Its zhoubo and eunice respectively. She's studying in a school named " Loomis Chaffee " Ever heard of it? Nah I haven't.



Zhoubo and Khairiah. Just wishing her all the best in her upcoming obstacles and life. Finally my turn to take the last few pictures with her. Haha Im kinda making it sound like she'd be gone forever, which is totally not true!



Probably she's returning during december. Then we will have a chance to meet. Managed to get a present, by giving her a photo frame of the picture of us. Just hope all these memories last.



Its Zhoubo and Shawn. Too shy to pose for the camera :P Cheh.



Group photo with my mouth cut off ): Haha



Eunice, the one doing the rocker pose literally went mad that recess. Some of us were quite solemn, others were just keeping their spirits high as we rarely have a get-together.















Okay that pretty sums up everything I've got to say in this post. End-of-Year examinations are officially over. So that equals to play time, shopping, and many more. Can't believe everything went so quickly, already end of the year?! Time flies, and I agree with it (:

Just know how to treasure every moment of your time, and you'll live life to the fullest, indefinitely.

Please don't consider this post as I'm back from my hiatus. Its just another rant-out-feelings type out. Its about me being incapable of handling my feelings. Read on if you'd like. Forgive me, its kind of emotional (:

I tend to be two faced - the highest elevation of art. Which is to show the sides of me whenever I feel like it. And honestly, I've got to hail myself for being quite good at this. To me, its called growing up, because you can't just let your outrageous feelings flow like how menstruation does. Just mainly for that reason - you can't afford to bear the undesirable consequences.

Be rest assured, I won't play with my feelings. If I am certain I have a good impression or liking towards you, you just have to ask and the truth will be revealed. Or else if its the other way round, I'd say "Ask no questions, and I'll tell no lies" for I abhor hurting others - a form of respect.

For once, I'd was so full of myself, thinking that I'd be able to control my temper, showing the phases of regardless being over the moon or like a dead leaf drifting away. One person close enough to me, whom I loved wholeheartedly, proved me wrong.

This person, taught me that I was still a novice in controlling my feelings. It ain't easy as you think. For its really getting on my nerves, keeping my mind in a whirl for this couple of days. It irks you 24/7, gets you out of your concentration in whatever you're doing. Somehow, this feeling seems like an addiction to me. I just can't get it out of my head.

Let me just start from square one. One thing you'd let me down on, and off I go throwing my temper at you. People say "Ignorance is bliss", and I did just that - ignoring you. And to think of it, I fucking contradict the statement above. It just exacerbates the whole thing. If it's a tom dick harry friend you've met along your life, I'd say - let it go. They won't be staying in your life for long, so hurl them as far away as you can. But for one you know you had a connection with, confided to with your deepest secrets, I'd say you better hang onto it till your very last breath.

The latter was exactly what I did - I held on. Knowing that ultimately I'd still be the one apologising to you, saying every "sorry", makes me feel the heat. I know you won't take the initiative to speak out, therefore I took the first step. It was a desperate measure to rekindle our friendship. And I had to do whatever it takes to make anything happen. For I wasn't ready to let you go, to get you out of my life. Guess I just wasn't brave enough to step out of my comfort zone.

Definitely, it was hard for me to give my pride to the dogs. But I made up my mind. I didn't care what you'd think of me, thick skin perhaps? But as long as we kept that friendship going, I was contented. Hence, here I am seeking for your forgiveness. Its a promise through the text I've sent you that I won't give you the cold shoulder nor the silent treatment as long as I live.

Yes, you can count on me. I have my principles. And one of them is not breaking the promises I make to anyone, for its not meant to be broken, but kept till the last tide. One thing I know is that, I've never stopped loving you, not once. Not even when I was pissed at you, nor when we had our altercations, never.

Everything's going to turn out for the better, for I am keeping my fingers crossed.

Im on hiatus. (: Be back after the awesome examinations. Period !