This 2 pictures are taken on teacher's day. Didn't buy/make present for any teachers this year! Feel so bad ): Because there were some who really I wanted to give. Bummer. Not really a memorable teacher's day I've had. Because my piano exam (grade8) fell on the same fateful day. Had to leave school at 11am. Shan't elaborate any further here.



End-of-year examinations in 2 weeks time. Our fabulous principal just have to play the bad guy and compile all the exams in one week. As such, we will be taking minimum 2 papers or more a day. There is one day whereby students taking biology (not my class) will have examinations from early morning 7:45am all the way till 5:45pm. Is this mad fucking ridiculous or what ?! Okay whatever.



I wasn't the main cause of trouble. Really, I have to idea why some idiots in this world have to stir up some nonsensical dissatisfaction out of me. I haven't offended anyone. Yes, the person is not happy because of my face -.- Another reason being that person A isn't happy due to my close friendships I share with my classmates. Erm hello ? I don't even know you -.- Jealousy just comes falling, inevitable. Im left speechless. All I can spit out is that some people are just born this way - destructive.

Pretty much sums up why there are convicts in our world, peace man, peace. *twist fingers*

The day after 1st August, which falls on a Monday, our class took the initiative to commemorate Hweepeng and Royson's birthday. It was also part of the class bonding exercise which we organise whenever the opportunity rises. Destination ? PizzaHut@Jurongpoint.

And yes, I know its 2 months back -.-



And I could still vividly remember when I stepped into the bus, the one thing that came to my mind and I spoke was " OMG, WHY NO AIRCON ?! " The picture above depicts it all, like walau ! Almost everyone chided me for being so "auntie". Guess Im too pampered by the advanced life.



This was really an epic fail trick we did on the two 15-grown ups. We pasted these post-its onto their back, trying our best not to catch their attention, but they did not overlook the situation and compromised by allowing us to do so :)



Group photo !



While we bonded, had our lunch, talked and crapped alot, which is like really a waste of time. (But still, all worthwhile)



Royson & Hweepeng ! Bought a cake at Bengawan Solo or some cake shop while the rest got their seats at Pizza Hut.



The soup was served first, for no idea why. Maybe easy to cook ! :P I had beef lasagne, awesome lah ^.^



Yes I know, when either one of them lies back, they can see the posts-it. And thats why the manager of pizza hut requested Hweepeng to change to an opposite seat. We'd all never knew she could thought of that, when it caught all of us off guard.



And the finale comes, with the ever-kind manager to serve them the cake, and even took the liberty of playing the birthday song. I was pretty amazed by their service, for never once I encountered the situation whereby the employees went to such extents !



Making their wishes. Cannot blame Royson, who is too noob to even know how to make a wish :P Hello ?! Make a wish is close eyes one leh ._.



His epic face number 1. At least hweepeng blow is real one :P



His epic face number 2. Like seriously, I think Royson was just speechless we celebrated his birthday :P



Clueless what left me idling. Maybe is the long waiting time the Pizzahut took to serve our dishes lah ! But meanwhile we also played some games lah, which was rather entertaining. One of them was pass the message.



Ehh this photo seems so awkward ! Both agnes and xinjie respectively were doing rock pose, but they never told me, so its like Im just smiling. Maybe simplicity is the best :P



Decided to go for a birthday smash, slightly. Qiwei went to put some cream (not the cake) and smudged it onto them. It was all in all part of the effort we tried to make it fulfilling !



Royson was the one who got smudged worst, compared to Hweepengs', his was like ______.



I left early, mainly due to my mum already waiting for me at the old bus stop interchange, so couldn't keep her waiting ! A group photo of my class, 3/2, when they went to the new bus interchange to get home. Okay thats it :D

Sorry, I've got this urge to type down all my feelings here. Its once in a blue moon you see me post 2 times a day. There's this plot-line I am going to state, so lets call person A Jane, person B Tom. Gender isn't stated, but just carry on reading if you'd like.

Jane,

There goes a saying " Trust take years to built, seconds to break " And one way or another, I agree this statement to a certain extent. Because this happened to me just hours ago. It was heart-wrenching, disappointing, but all I could do to rectify the situation was " too bad ".

Let me start from square one. We discussed on this for like 1 week, not very extensive plannings, but still, the amount of efforts put in were visible, sweats that trickled through on the execution of event, and needless to say, the brain cells we killed through all the texting to inform; confirmation of numbers; etc etc. And all you could tell us was "study" - if that's even really your first priority.

I believe it wasn't even a valid reason to reject us. Others who couldn't make it, I could understand, some who were anti-social, hardly mixed around, totally could make all the compromise. But few of us held high hopes, for I have no idea why we did that. Maybe you held a place in our hearts ? Left me clueless.

Let me guess, probably it was Tom who influenced you, or should I say put a malediction on you which made you changed a total of 360 degrees. The old Jane I used to know wasn't as cold towards me, wasn't as indifferent, wasn't as " I-know-what-I-am-doing " person. You once told me you were stressed while you're with Tom, so you sticked to him because to play a role of a friend - in need is a friend indeed. But somehow I doubt your acknowledgment now.

My part of fault which contributed to this outcome ? I had no idea, prolly due to my lousy salvation of problems, or unable to let go of my prejudice I have towards Tom. And Jane, you know deep down you only had a choice, which was to accompany Tom, or me. I respected your decision when you made your decision in school. Now it seems that he has became your drug, your allergy you're not able to let go.

Plus, you knew you wouldn't had a chance to get into a proper conversation with me unless you leave Tom alone. So I intensely ponder why you bother telling me your thoughts when you know the outcome would be definite after you'd make your decision. You should have been more clear headed, perhaps in a better state of mind.

It doesn't mean you have to do whatever Tom says - regardless accompanying you, asking you out, for fear of him bearing a grudge against you. I'd say you're a coward, like totally. Eversince that matter happened, history would definitely repeat itself, including you don't change the inner-side of Tom, which I have lost undefined hope of you doing so.

Anyway, all in all, I'd still respect the accommodations you have made and will make in the future. Because I don't believe in pushing others when they themselves can't even be bothered to take the first step. I've said my piece, all these would be bullshit if you aren't able to comprehend. All these paragraphs I've typed are all talk no action. It doesn't matter much anymore now, I promise.

So yeah, it's all up to you, Jane.

Whats up guys ! I think this time round I will be back to active blogging, including I've got the time cuz end-of-year examinations are just round the corners. (Okay, shit me, that was just an excuse !)

Anyway, its the september holidays, and its been a rather smooth one so far. Just another 3 more days before school reopens and all of us will be mugging for our final exams.

Just some photos taken 1 or 2 months back, like sorry -.- Im always posting up outdated pictures !

p/s: names all in respective order (:



Jieyi and Hweepeng doing my signature pose ! ( clapping of hands are included :P )



Save money, so brought food to eat during recess. Mine isn't as scrumptious as theirs unfortunately - bread everyday, just different types.



Agnes holding her lunchbox, literally walking around the classroom to take pictures !



Our class's gambling den. Like seriously, I'd no idea whats so addictive about blackjack !



Me and Hweepeng !



Main cast in the middle - Kimberly, Jieyi, Agnes.






Weiyuan, Eunice, Agnes, Hweepeng. You see, almost every pictures Agnes is posing with her lunchbox ! That shows how busy she is :P Cheh

p/s: the thing in weiyuan's mouth is oreo, not decayed teeth by the way !



Me and Rius !



Eunice and me !

Ahya this pretty much sums up all the pictures we took in school. Well, there are more obviously, but at a later timing I guess. Have to post up all the non-school related photos ! Or else my blog will die pretty much soon enough.

Just to remind myself what I'd done for this September holidays

Saturday - Movie Grown Ups with Sister
Monday - Fareast, Peninsula Plaza, Marina Sqaure with Sister
Tuesday - Tuition
Thursday - Tuition, Class gathering
Saturday - Tuition, Shawn's birthday at Sentosa
Sunday - Hair cut at Aunt's salon

Thats all for my entire holidays. Packed I can say !

Utterly ridiculous, it's been like an entire month since I had a proper post ? Close enough. These photos are like totally outdated, but it'll entertain I hope. Fingers crossed. Past 1 month ? I've been dealing with some emotional barriers and gaming kept me busy. Apologies. Term 3 has always been the slackest period of my entire secondary school life, for I dont know why ! Hence, common sense will tell you that my grades will obviously suffer. And it turned out exactly as I predicted. Okay whatever -.-



Eunice, Xinjie, Hweepeng (respective order)



Tingyee and Me. During recess time after our PE lesson.



Shandy and Jianing shy :P



Didn't took notice when they captured this picture @-@ Unglam.



Tingyee and Me.



The pavement outside our class.



Dearest monitor, Qiwei trying to imitate adove Hitler.



See my hand action ? It was on purpose, like duh ! Imitating Peiyu's signature move (girl sitting)



Okay shucks, another ugly picture. Was ever ready to snap one photo, but God knows, I just started laughing for no reason. Sorry, that's me.



Xinjie and Rius.



Me and Jieyi.



Took a few more snapshots before the next lesson. Credits to Agnes, our full time photographer.



Another fun shot, though it isnt the whole class.






Time for a class photo.



Formal shot.
p/s: you cannot expect me to type everyone's name here right ?! Plus, also unable to identify :P



Fun shot. All thanks to yours truly for coming up with my signature pose - flower pose ( at least that's what Jieyi calls it ) Its cute, I know :P

Enough of the crap, let me update on my current status - alive and kicking. Mood isn't on the very best, thanks to "you" who has been giving me all these barriers to break, obstacles to overcome, and problems which are making me fall. Lets just pray hard that I'll be able to get rid of you in my heart for this 1 week's grace. Thanks alot for invading in.